We're back at Kadena now but I'll go back over the past few days that I haven't written. Thursday was beach day and the weather was beautiful when we got up for “frag raising.” After breakfast, we piled into vans and buses and shuttled down to the beach. This was actually the first day I had a working camera because, although I had plugged it in to charge it before I left and brought the charger, you actually need the battery cradle to charge the battery; plugging in the camera just powers the camera but doesn't charge the battery. Fortunately, one of the campers I met, Leah (who is obsessed with Moi ☺), has the same exact camera as me and I was able to borrow her cradle so I had a functional camera starting on Thursday.
I got over in the second of four shuttle rounds so I got a pretty good spot to lay my towel and claim as my own. My friend, Esther (whom I met last year), and I got a chance to hang out for a bit while we waited for everyone else to arrive. Once everyone arrived, Jeremy Peete (the leader of the Hume staff) had the campers spread out along the beach and have some alone time reading the Bible and praying. While they started that, Tyler (the rec guy) started working with us five Hume high-schoolers and Sheri (PJ's wife) to set up the rec games (relay races) that we were going to do on the beach.
While we were dragging the bags of rec gear along the beach, trying to find a flat, rock-less piece of beach, it started to rain. Just a little at first, but soon it was pouring. The amazing thing was that the campers stayed where they were spread out on the beach, making use of their alone time with God! Just as we were starting to open up the bags and pull out rec gear, Derek came over and told us that we were going to go back to camp. I was kind of glad because rec would have been miserable in the rain and wind, but and the same time I was kind of bummed because rec could have been awesome in the rain! ;P By the time I made it back to my stuff (we had walked pretty far with the rec bags and they were heavy to carry around), I was already feeling pretty miserable but I was glad to notice that the bag containing my camera that I had left on my towel was gone. Most people would probably freak out, but I knew that someone, probably Shelby who is thoughtful like that, had grabbed the bag to keep my camera safe from the rain. I was right.
I picked up my towel, which was still lying there; shook off the sand; and wrapped it around myself to try to keep out the wind. I looked around and noticed a group of people standing under the lifeguard tower and, sure enough, Shelby was there with my camera :). I huddled with those under the tower for a while and moved to the music blaring from the tower above to keep warm. After about a minute or two though, I noticed that there were several people in the water! Then I noticed Derek and Tyler taking off their shirts and getting ready to run to the surf. I don't know what got into me, but I immediately put down my towel, took off my shirt, and raced with them into the water! It was cold! I don't think I have ever willingly entered water five degrees warmer than that, and yet there I was in nothing but a pair of swim trunks up to my neck in 30 degree ocean water (it probably wasn't really quite that cold but it sounds good). I didn't want to look like a chicken so I stayed in for about a minute or two before I casually walked out of the ocean onto the rainy and windy beach. I was quite surprised to find that I actually felt warmer once I got out of the ocean. Leah had followed about 30 seconds behind us and while I had gone over to try to convince Moi to get into the water, she had gone to try to get her friend Shelby to follow suit. Evidently, Shelby said that she'd only do it if I did it again; so, as Moi ran down to the ocean with his awesome hat and sunglasses still on, I ran up to the lifeguard tower and convinced Shelby and a couple others that were still hesitant to follow me and not stop running until your head had gone under the surf. It really was quite miserable, but we all managed to have fun being miserable together while we waited for the vans by performing such stunts as I just described.
Another unforgettable memory was made for an unestimatable length of time immediately following our aquatic insanity. About a dozen of us crowded into a tiny stand. (I think it was supposed to be some sort of information booth, or maybe a vending stand; regardless, it was empty.) I didn't know everyone there, but included in the mix was Esther, Shelby, Leah, and Moi (I think Clark might have been there as well but I didn't know him very well at the time so it didn't stick out at the time). We all huddled together and held towels around each other trying to keep warm and did nothing else for what seemed like eternity while we waited for a van. Finally, when I was beginning to think it might be a good idea to try to burn the booth around us because at least then we'd have some source of heat, someone noticed one of the counselors getting into a van that wasn't loaded up yet. He sprinted to the driver and managed to score us all seats. People started piling in and Shelby, one other girl, and I all got in the trunk. I think someone counted 12 or 14 in an 8 person van. We were low ridin'!
Thursday really was an amazing day; I haven't even gotten to lunch yet! And now I have. We ate lunch after cleaning up a bit. Moving on. The rest of the day was just free time until “frag” lowering followed by dinner and chapel. I just hung out in the gym and watched the soccer tournament because I was too tired to play and too stupid to bring tennis shoes to summer (spring break) camp. ;) I didn't actually watch all of the tournament because I kept falling asleep. I realized later that it would have been better if I had just gone to my room and slept on my mat.
Oh, I think I've managed to forget to mention. The entire time we were on Tokashiki, the Hume staff (and a few campers) had only paper-thin mats and rock-hard pillows to sleep on. I have been increasingly sore all week. I can't wait to make use of this bed I'm lying on (It just turned midnight. Happy Easter! Happy Birthday, Moi!).
I don't remember exactly when it was, probably sometime near the beginning of chapel, I started to notice that I had a headache and was feeling kind of low on energy. A couple days before, I had witnessed Shelby nearly collapse of dehydration and I figured I should probably start drinking some water. I went downstairs from the chapel and found a tub of water bottles. If anyone other than my mom or dad is reading this, I should probably explain one thing: I hate water. I don't know why. Maybe it's just that I like soda and juice so much more. I had actually been making a conscious effort to limit my soda intake that week so I wasn't as bad off as I could have been, but I still knew that I had to get as much water as possible into my body as soon as possible. I finished off that first water bottle by the time chapel was done.
I'm going to shift my focus a little bit here because although my stupidity in allowing myself to get dehydrated is interesting, I should probably also talk about what else was going on because I think this part is much more important. Moi started us off with some time for worship like he always does. He mentioned that PJ was going to be speaking about the Holy Spirit that night. The Spirit definitely knows when and how to move. All through worship, despite the distraction of my needing to keep drinking water, I felt His presence. I don't know if Moi has done this before (maybe I'll ask him tomorrow), but he overlaid one line of his song “It Pleases You” (“Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh because it pleases you / because it pleases you, I come, I come, I come”) with the words from the children's song “This Little Light of Mine” (“This little light of mine / I'm gonna let it shine / Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine”). We just sang those words over and over. Guys singing one line. Girls, the other. Sometimes everyone singing one line and Moi singing the other. Sometimes just Moi singing. Sometimes just the campers. It didn't matter. We were all focused on the words. We were all worshiping the Lord. The Holy Spirit was there stronger than I've ever felt Him before.
The stage was set perfectly for PJ to be God's lips. I don't remember much of the message. Not specific things anyway. At least not to the degree that I could give a meaningful summary (hopefully I'll be able to get a copy of someone's notes). That's not really important anyway. The important thing, the main reason I'm going into this was how the Holy Spirit met me. I was listening to the message and really understanding what PJ was saying, or so I thought, when he suddenly looked straight at me and said something. I don't remember what he said (I didn't remember 15 minutes later when he was done and I was talking to him about it) but whatever it was, the Spirit used it to stun me for a little bit. Like hitting me over the head. I broke down and cried, calling out to the Holy Spirit. Asking Him more questions in the next few minutes than I've ever asked in an entire week. The only time I heard anything that PJ said for the rest of the message was when his words were a direct answer to the questions I was asking the Spirit. I can't consciously remember any of that conversation, but I know I know Him better now than I ever did before.
Thursday night has always been concert night for Hume Lake. After the campers have time to get together with their counselors and talk about the message, they come back to the chapel and the worship leader (in this case, Moi) puts on a concert. Immediately after the campers left, we set up the two smoke machines that Buddy had brought and literally filled the room with smoke. While the smokers (that's what I've learned to call the smoke machines) were running, I went downstairs to grab another water bottle and Eric Turner (one of the other Hume guys who went with us last year) went down to one of the trucks and came back with a bunch of cans of A&W Root Beer and American Mountain Dew (the Mountain Dew from Japan tastes different). I probably shouldn't have, but I drank a can of root beer (but I also drank my second bottle of water with it *shrug*).
While we were waiting for the campers to finish with their small group time, we hung out in the smoke-filled chapel and played with Jeremy's awesome green laser. Once the room was filled with smoke, you could see the whole beam like a lightsaber or something. I had some fun taking pictures of the laser with my camera and I'll probably post those when I can. That gave Eric (who is a gifted and skilled photographer) a really cool idea. He set up his camera on a tripod and focused it on the wall. He set the camera for 10-second exposure and, with the lights off, opened the shutter and played the laser all along the wall. The result was amazing! Hopefully, I'll be able to at least link to those pictures once we all get home. Since the smoke had filled the room, it was refracting the laser in the air and not only were you able to see the design he had made on the wall during those 10 seconds, but you could also see the laser beams in the air. We played around with this for a while and got a really cool picture of Moi leaning against the wall with his name spelled out in laser above his head. I really hope I get to show you that.
Right after taking that picture with Moi, we let the kids in to the room. I loved their reaction! I had almost forgotten that some of these kids might have never been to a concert before, and even if they have, it's not like they have the luxury of having concerts go through their state all the time. At about this time, as the kids were still coming into the room, I was on my second bottle of water but I was still gradually feeling worse and worse. I don't think the dark room and loud music helped. ;) Moi played a bunch of his songs that weren't really worship songs but are perfect for a concert, then kicked a pedal on his board and a familiar loop started to play. It was the Humility/This Little Light track that he had stored in one of his pedals from worship an hour or two before. We probably sang the same words over and over for about 20 or 30 minutes, I don't know, maybe longer, but it didn't matter. The Holy Spirit was filling the room. I know I already said this about earlier, but I have never felt the presence of the Holy Spirit so strong. During that time, the Spirit let me experience something I've never experienced before. Near the beginning of the week, I had told Shelby and Leah that they should teach me to sing harmony because I've never been able to and I want to and they can. During that time of amazing worship, as I was praising the Lord and thanking Him for bringing me here, I suddenly began to sing harmony. I can't explain it. The Lord just wrapped me in His love and gave me this gift. I actually kind of felt like Peter walking on water because the few times that I tired to figure out what was going on, the few times I started wondering what am I doing, I faltered. I praise the Lord for his amazing love. Jesus loves me, this I know.
I left that place with the joy of the Lord in my heart and an invisible gnome pounding on my head. I finished that second bottle on the way to my room but it didn't seem to help. I had just been standing in the front row at a concert. It's true that Moi isn't as loud or rocky as many bands that I've seen in concert and he didn't even have any drums or bass with him, but loud is still loud. My ears were ringing, my whole body was sore and felt like it should collapse at any moment, something was banging on my head and I couldn't make it go away, and the joy of the Lord was my strength.
Although I was the first in my room to crawl onto my mat, I still had trouble getting to sleep because my roommates were head counselors which means it's their duty to be the last to bed making sure all the campers are in their rooms and the counselors are doing alright. The light was on in my room for the first couple hours I laid there which I think encouraged whatever it was playing drums on my cranium.
I did manage to sleep eventually. At least, as well as any other night on that mat. I was really surprised when I woke up and I still had a headache. Usually, when I go to bed with a throbbing brain, it feels fine by morning. We were passing out camp t shirts that morning and I had told Eric that I would help him with that. I don't think I managed to live up to that promise. I was moving so slow. Every move I made I made with pain. Fortunately, I had gone to bed with my clothes on from the night before, so all I had to do was comb my hair and apply deodorant (I forgot one, you can guess which). I stopped by that stash of water bottles that I had found the night before and was slightly bothered to discover that that supply was rapidly diminishing (I'm too stupid to think of filling up a used water bottle with water from a refrigerated drinking fountain). Morning calisthenics didn't help my head feel any better and I don't think I even managed to loosen any muscles either.
By the time I got to breakfast, I couldn't stand the pain any longer. I had wanted to just try to tough it out, but that just wasn't going to happen. I didn't eat breakfast but I did drink an entire water bottle (or two, it seems to me that I had finished my second for the day by the end of breakfast but I was so out of it I'm not really sure how accurate my tally on water bottles for that day was).
It's strange, I was in pain for much of the day on Friday but I almost feel more peace about that day than any other day this past week. I really don't get it but I feel like I accomplished more then than the rest of the week and I don't really know why. It may be because I managed to meet more new people on Friday than the earlier part of the week. That's mainly because I was a little stupid and kinda chose my friends on Sunday or Monday and didn't really put much effort into meeting new people after that until Friday.
I started breakfast time by asking Jayne (one of the head Hume people of the trip) for some ibuprofen. Then I sat down at an empty table and started greeting people as they sat down. I was in so much pain at that point that it was impossible for me to hide it but I still managed to push past it and start a little bit of conversation. After a little while (since I wasn't eating breakfast), I gave my seat to someone who wanted to sit with his friend and moved to a different table. There I was also able to converse with some people I hadn't really spoken with before. I did this table-hopping at least once more before Jayne told me that she was ready to go down to her room and get me some drugs. ;) I've taken ibuprofen before, but I never realized what a miracle it can perform. After giving me the pills, Jayne told me that I should probably go lie down and get some rest. I didn't resist the notion very hard. All I had the energy to say was, “You're probably right.”
That was about 8am or so. I slept until noon with only two interruptions. The first was my roommates hanging out in the room to kill some downtime. That probably didn't even last 30min. The second involved me getting up to get a new water bottle. I was really out of it, but I thought I was done sleeping for the day. I planned to go grab another water bottle then head over to rec where I thought everyone else was. Well the tub was empty and I got really confused. I had no idea where I was going to find another bottle. Fortunately, Elizabeth, Jeremy's wife, was able to help me out with that one and suggest that I just refill the empty bottle I had (genius). I don't really remember the exact order of things during this little event nor do I remember if I even had any logic to anything I did. Somehow I ended up in the chapel (I think I was looking for someone). There was a small group meeting in there. I must have looked really disoriented. I'm pretty sure I walked in there and just kind of stood there looking around with a really confused look on my face. Their leader asked what was going on and I said that I was trying to figure out where my group was and I was kind of sick and had been sleeping since breakfast. Almost immediately, one of them got up and I saw that it was Davia (actually I'm not even sure if that's her name, I didn't find out what it was until last night and I still don't really remember). Davia (we'll just go with that) is a trained nurse who works with disabled children on Yakota (or Yakoska) and I knew from previous interactions with her that she was exactly who I needed to help me. We went into the lobby outside the chapel and she sat me down and started massaging my head at my temple which (I guess) is some sort of pressure point. I found out later from talking to her that she prefers a slightly more alternative form of medicine with less drugs and more, well, alternative stuff like pressure points and whatnot. I don't know how much it did for me, but I'm sure it did something because I felt quite a bit better afterwards and I was able to make it back to my bed with a full bottle of cold water without making a fool out of myself again (I think). Anyway, I slept from then (which I think was a little after 10am) until noon.
It's 2am now and I'm really tired. I guess I'll finish this later. Nitey nite.